I know I have to go deeper with my audience to really share more of my story to stop hiding and that there are new gifts to be shared at this new level.
I am going into more wealth more success and more beauty then ever in my life and it requires a bigger gift to get there. That I give even more to get there. To help even more women. I have escaped abuse and I am escaping poverty and being loved for looks only. They call it an escape for a reason. Girl is out here fighting for her life. 🥘 I know I am just being called to serve in a much bigger way. When the things that used to work don’t that just means your at a new level. What you used to get to your last level won’t work to get you to your next level What worked for you in your last level you can’t use here. - Garrian Jones. Check out Garrian Jones he went from in jail and homeless to successful and raising a family. He is a very committed partner and man and I am having father healing through watching him. But yeah I am going deeper I really want to help you, by helping myself and leading the way for you. I know I can do it. Will you join me?I know I have to go deeper with my audience to really share more of my story to stop hiding and that there are new gifts to be shared at this new level. I am going into more wealth more success and more beauty then ever in my life and it requires a bigger gift to get there. That I give even more to get there. To help even more women. I have escaped abuse and I am escaping poverty and being loved for looks only. They call it an escape for a reason. Girl is out here fighting for her life. 🥘 I know I am just being called to serve in a much bigger way. When the things that used to work don’t that just means your at a new level. What you used to get to your last level won’t work to get you to your next level What worked for you in your last level you can’t use here. - Garrian Jones. check out Garrian Jones he went from in jail and homeless to successful and raising a family. He is a very committed partner and man and I am having father healing through watching him. But yeah I am going deeper I really want to help you, by helping myself and leading the way for you. I know I can do it. Will you join me?
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A few spiritual reasons why we go through difficult stuff.
I wasn't always poor I wasn't always fat (gained over 100 pounds), I wasn't always depressed and I wasn't always single. I lived in beautiful wealthy cities. The reason I believe I am going through this in a deeper way is because as a kid I went through these things. I also believe so strongly that it is so I can help other people out of these situations. I have felt SUCH a lack of strength lately I have been surrounded by poverty and I guess for the first time I really feel what its like to live in the slums to live in poverty, and sure I live in Canada there is always deeper one could go into poverty just as there is always deeper one can go or expand into wealth. I however am not going any further into poverty. WHO KNOWS maybe I will be homeless I DON'T KNOW. but I do know that I have a way out and that I can help people out. For me before I made my way out but it was just for me. and I knew I couldn't take anyone with me because they couldn't receive what I was saying. But I KNOW there are moms and non moms out there FED UP CONFUSED AND SAD. STUCK PEOPLE WITHOUT FAMILY people that don't have the help people that come against privilege and stigma. You would think with my being a single mom that someone from my side of the family or the fathers (they have money btw) would help me with even 100 river is now 2 years old and not one person from our family has offered or asked if we were okay. Not once. I have asked for help in getting a vehicle to no avail. A vehicle to have so I could work. I saw this not because its there job to help me I SAY this so you know I KNOW what's its like to genuinely not have help from family. Especially from people that can help you but choose to turn a blind eye. I am here with you and trust me I have been helped by the community much more then family. When I moved to this city with my son I temporarily moved in with my ex. I moved in and having flown across the country I was starting over all for there son. The grandparents (who have money) didn't give river anything. I was so upset and crying. I really wanted food formula diapers and wipes for river. and I kid you not this lady off Facebook that they bought a used highchair from for 10$ who didn't know this, offered me some blocks and said they had extra formula and diapers if I wanted. of course I said yes thank you thank you. But get this they dropped off the toy blocks, baby food, wipes a box of diapers and 60$ of formula. and they left a receipt in the bottom. for over 100$ the stuff was bought not even 20 minutes before they dropped it off. The lady didn't have extra stuff she went and bought me that stuff. SOMEONE that didn't know me loved me and FAMILY did not. that was and is there choice. GOD IS ALWAYS LOVING YOU Thats why we can create whatever we want. I am in this position because people feel stuck and you may feel stuck and I am going to show I can go from that to being free in mind body and soul and in finances. So in conclusion I feel I am in this position to show you can get out of it and stay out of it. Amen and blessing and FOLLOW ME for more!! I just want you to know that I see you. I have been STRUGGLING. MY WHOLE LIFE I strived and KNEW I was destined for more. and YET I ended up in the same position as my mom and her mom. I at the age of 29 became a single MOM. This wasn't because of dumb decisions I dated the same guy on and off for 10 years and some may say that was a dumb choice. But to me committing to the person I loved the most was the right choice. But now looking back I can see how this is a pattern. A toxic pattern my mother also went through.
This isn't about me, if you are struggling I am here for you. Everything isn't the same after having a child. Everything is different. Society has a lot of weird beliefs Fat people are fat because they eat more/ eat junk food Fat people are lazy Single moms should have known better Single moms knew what they were getting into. Poor people just need to save more Poor people are wasteful and just choose to be that way. None of these things are true. AT ALL. But you know what I feel like its time to inspite of these societal beliefs to SUCCEED. I have the answer but it requires you letting go of all that doesn't serve you. INCLUDING GUILT. It's a mindset thing. That's all it is. and I have for the first time ever been 100% completely seeped or drowned in poverty consciousness and I will tell you it is worth the cost to get out. staying in poverty doesnt help people in poverty. I know for myself I have felt so bad for people in poverty I want to be right there with them like hey Im with you. LEAVE that to GOD. its not your job to be with poor people. It's your job to succeed for your life's sake. I am going to heal from OBESITY, DEPRESSION, POVERTY, DEBT, SINGLE MOTHERHOOD and you will watch me do it using the MIND. You are not alone. and you can do it too. God has been asking me to share about him. The truth is I am in love with God. and in truth, I always have been. I remember being 6 years old and being so in love with God. I was born into a family where I could express that love. But that love came with conditions that love came with the fear of the devil. I unfortunately was raised a Jehovah's Witness. Not soon after that young girl with her voracious efforts to share God with people. I started getting psychically abused by my "father." I didn't realize till later on just how many years I went on being abused and I never left. Once I was 14 I moved back in with my mom at her rehab center, because my dad choked me by putting his arm around my neck. I called the police on him and moved out. YEARS later my partner did that to me. Again I called the police and had him move out. Now what does this have to do with God? I guess what I want to say is that God hasn't left you. I remember crying many nights because I missed my mom. My dad has been abusive and I cried in the fetal position from age 11-12. I just wanted to be saved. God isn't here to save you, rather be with you. Be with you while you learn to say NO. To me, abuse felt safe. I hurt inside. it was a manifestation of my internal pain of missing my mom. Of feeling I could never get close to her. She wasn't emotionally and often not psychically available. She had troubles of her own. The thing about God is he doesn't leave. It seems like you are alone, but this isn't true. The truth tried to make my mom and dad God. But they aren't God, they are just people. I talk to god, I hang out with God and I ask god questions. I don't just take I do my best to consider God's feelings in our relationship. I am not interested in religious dogma. I am interested in love and butterflies. God wants you to know you are in a safe space. And if only you could see that you are safe, so much of your dream life could manifest. That's all for now. Lots of Love - Lexx and God
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